StatsDays to go: 94 (26%) Miles completed today: 3 Total miles completed overall: 766 (77%) Miles to go: 235 (23%) Miles required per day to meet goal: 2.5 Total time run today: 22 minutes, 1 seconds Total time run overall: 3 days, 22 hours, 9 minutes and 28 seconds Average time/mile today: 7 minutes, 20 seconds Average time/mile overall: 7 minutes, 23 seconds Total Pledges to date: $9,728.82 Pledges/mile to date: $9.72/mile Money raised to date: $7,445.52 Day Two Hundred Seventy-One NotesI love my job. I really do. I am not just writing this because my boss generously donated to 1,001 Miles and might read my notes from time to time. I learn something every day at work. I am encouraged to be creative. I am contributing to rapid and exciting change. I am trusted to make sound decisions. I have teammates that are as committed to excelence as I am. For these things, I am grateful. Today was my first day back at work after a two and a half week leave. It was my first day not spent with or nearby my newborn son. It was my first day not caring for his mother, as she mends. I was the first one to break up our new number five, to leave just four, to separate from the rest and be on my own, if only for eight plus hours. As much as I love my job, as important as it is to me to contribute, to be of service, to help move us forward, I did not want to be there today, because I knew that it would not matter how much I pride myself on being responsible, on being reliable. I knew that it would take me a short while to transition, to want to be there, to care as much as I want to, as much as I need to. Having experienced two previous first days, I did not panic. I knew that although it would not happen right away, it would happen; I would return to my regular speed soon. Until then, I watched. I observed. I took it all in. A temporary outsider, hiding out until I could give what is expected of me, until I could give what I expect of myself. |